the Downside of being me!

I have been waiting for "the bad day" to turn up
you know when everything is going far too well and Carma throws a bit of rubbish into your life to balance it out,
well today is that day

admittedly there are a lot of people out there with much bigger traumas in their lives

and trying to keep everything in kilter is sometimes not an easy thing to do

My personality is that of a wobbly child trying to learn to ride a bike...

you know you start off gingerly pushing the peddles around and popping your foot on the ground every now and again
and then you gain in a bit of confidence and you go a bit faster and you keep getting faster and faster until you realise you don't know where the brakes are and you smash into the edge of the pavement and fly through the air...

landing in a heap you pick yourself up and push your wreck of a bike home...

That is me!

I love to help people and be nice to people and I think I pick up speed being nice to people and being there for people and then I go to far... get involved where I shouldn't and say that thing that you shouldn't have said and you hit that curb!

I am at the picking my bike up stage and pushing it home.....

I don't think its a complete wreck, but then I am an eternal optimist!

I think I will have to start off slow again....
and try to learn from yet another blunder to keep my mouth shut and think before I type in a comments section...

I think I will have a coffee and a bagel and play with my little lad

take care everyone
Alex
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